Hard to imagine

  
Hard to imagine… you may never see another sunset with the eyes I’ve loved so long. 

Hard to imagine… when you said mom you look so beautiful today that one day I will grow old and you’ll never see it. 

Hard to imagine… in fact I never imagined any of this I think that’s why I won’t give up and I won’t stop searching and looking for a miracle. 

Hard to imagine… anything but the impossible situation turning around just like that. I believe it will! 

Hard to imagine… anything but wholeness for you no matter how it shows up! 

Hard to imagine 

65 thoughts on “Hard to imagine

      1. Oh hi hi hi. I haven’t been visiting as much Alex is back in the hospital with pneumonia so I’ve been posting only. I was thinking I do that because it’s like therapy and plus then the thoughts aren’t in my head anymore! 😀 Thank you Syl. I appreciate you! 😀

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      2. Thank you my friend! Alex is home from the hospital yesterday. Still pneumonia in her right lunch but I’m hoping to keep her healthy till we go to the Mayo Mar. 16. thank you so much for your kindness and friendship!

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      3. I’m glad she is home and I know she can make it to March! Pray without ceasing and keep God at His word! You’re welcome, my friend,always!

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      4. That is so true. I always hope and pray that the foundation I poured into her some of it comes back to her! The other night she was wanted to stay by herself at the hospital. She wasn’t breathing well and the respiratory guy came by to help her and do a breathing treatment and she said Mom I asked him if he prayed because my mom always prays for me and he put his hand on my head and prayed for me. It’s things like that which keep me going those little moments where I think Okay God I didn’t do so bad. 😛

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      5. You’ve been a wonderful mom and continue to do so. I’m sure she has a lot of your life lessons kept in her heart. God is watching over you both.

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      6. Thank you Syl. I just thought one day she would move on and I would get to live my life and then I realized whoops I already am living my life and this is part of it. I don’t know how I missed it. This morning she text me What cha doing. I was tempted to go into my emergency mode and ask omg what’s wrong but instead I stayed calm and said driving to work call me if you feel to. She did and said sometimes mom I just like to text you for no reason. I sure love that so much…leaves room for God to change my perspective all the way around I think! I love it when that happens. So many little mini miracles happening around me. Thank you for your support and friendship.

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      7. That’s great and she appreciates you being her mom and being there for her. It is the small little blessings that have such a huge impact!

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      8. Well it’s interesting but I think she likes me. She used to treat me so badly and now it’s softening. I’ve been praying for God to soften her heart with me. I’m too kind hearted to take all the blows she delivers along with her illness. Wow Laurie said she feels that this healing will take time and I think she’s right. Amazing how God gathers so many prayer warriors together when he’s working and he touches each one in a special way. What a beautiful army! 😀 That made me laugh just thinking about it.

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      9. Something that has really helped me this year has been working on laurie’s books. Things always come around at the perfect time which prepared me for where I am today! God is preparing us for something good! Woohoo! 😄

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      10. Yay! I always except that turn around time where things turn around and when they do I’m always so thankful! I sensed and noticed a turning towards wellness last night! I’m happy and excited for that always! 😀

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      11. You’re welcome and I know she make to March and the Mayo appt. Pray without ceasing and hold God to his word! Friendship and support always!

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      12. Me too. Even if I don’t say it, it’s in the back of my mind. I was listening to Joel Osteen on the way in and he was talking about being the shining light through adversity. I was thinking how much B does that even though things might not be going so great, she always reaches out and lifts up. What a beautiful testament to her faith. I love that so much about her. I know you do too! Yay and Yippee!

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      13. I just heard this we are not defined by our past we are prepared by our past. Joel Osteen! I got XM radio he has his own channel 128. I left to take Lunch to Alex and heard that On my way back! I really like him! He said some of my enemies I need to thank them for stretching my faith to grow! 😄

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