Becoming okay with your being upset was the hardest thing for me and sitting in the fact that I knew I upset you when I didn’t deliver like I said I would, like I hoped I could nearly kills me.
I simply didn’t have it in me to look pretty and be ON.
You see I was already ON…
I live my life ON and your visit came at a time when I literally had nothing left because I’ve been running at this unbelievable pace for 2 years trying to fill a pair of size 14 shoes I didn’t know were retired when their owner did!
Sitting in this moment and allowing it to BE what it is and not bombarding you with I’m sorry’s, because I already apologized for disappointing you, is the hardest thing to do for the fixer in me.
I simply must stop this need to please it’s literally killing me and I know it!
Becoming okay with you being upset and sitting in the fact that I knew I disappointed you when I didn’t deliver is the hardest thing for me.
Tell Me About It 
God bless you Michelle!
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So beautiful written of life! Blessings!
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Beautiful words !
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They are all emotions that are part of our lives…trust all is well, Baz!
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Well, let’s hope they aren’t life-risking but will be in Nepal next year on two sep arate expeditions to climb, so more on that later…
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🙂 hugs.
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yes. heartfelt
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Oh M, sending love and embrace of comfort. You, what you do, what you say, what you give, they are always more than enough.
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You are loved! xoxo
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Wow. Strong and beautiful, heartfelt and honest. Like you. Love you. Jeanne Marie
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So true and we love to do it all and we do it well, so it is hard to stop and rest, think, take care of ourselves before we give it all away.
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Yes, we even hold on to letting go, love you.
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Regretfully, I know exactly what you mean! XO
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