The tapestry of my life Woven & Spun

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Woven and spun
My life’s just begun
To make sense
When no sense
could be made
I am okay
This chaotic display
Woven and spun
The tapestry of my life
I feel like my life has come full circle the one person I gave my life for has said the words I’ve waited for years to hear. I want to honor them because truly this is my heart…my Alexanderia [my heart walking around outside my body]. I feel to pause here. I’ve come full circle in the tapestry of my life!
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Holding on to you mean letting go of fear

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Holding
on
to
you
means
letting
go
of 
fear
means letting for of tears, rain, pain, letting go of what’s not real!

Come midnight I’ll remember you

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Come midnight I’ll remember
that day in late September
the day you cried a tear
just for me

Don’t think it won’t stop me
cause you know I just don’t see
a way to go, but out
so let me be

The clock strikes midnight slowly
and I wrestle with the knowing
I’m breaking your heart just like
you easily broke mine

The difference between you and me
and it’s plain for me to see
Come midnight
I’ll still remember you

Disclaimer: This is merely an expression~my art, no therapy needed or anything further I’m just like everyone else that expresses through art! Just thought I better clear that up! I’m totally 100% on fire in a good way!  I do this when I’m on deadline it helps me stay in the creative zone! Ya babe!

This buds for You Babe xoxo

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This buds for You Babe xoxo

My beloved friend

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My beloved friend…
What do you give someone
who’s taken everything 
and opened my heart 
to the infinite possibilites?
I try to paint
the stars,
the clouds,
and the moon
Nothing can compare
Nothing
My beloved friend…

soft~n~gentle like you

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soft~n~gentle like you
my beloved’s love~
tender~vast~true
this ruthless love
in which I drown
I asked for it
she is here
this untamed tiger
just when I think
we have reached the end
she pulls me down again
i
surrender
all

to
my beloved’s love

You…stand out from all the rest

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You…stand out from all the rest
It’s a good thing not to join, go along with the crowd.
I never want to be found blending in with all the others.
I recognize You standing out from all the rest.
I take your hand and say…

“What took you so long to find me?”
Amazing You

not Just another Tuesday…~❤~

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not Just another Tuesday…it’s special because You showed up~❤~
I was just sitting here missing You
and You showed up and suddenly
my heart was like AWE
there You are!

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BB said she missed me she isn’t feeling well and needed me….AWE
I loved it when she said I am going to lay in my bed it feels like a hotel. 
My heart is smiling! ~❤~

Lilac Whispers

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Lilac whispers filled the air not the scent but the presence
of lilac fell sweetly on face, as he gazed and asked…
“Would you like some coffee?” she smiled and
whispered, “why yes…yes I would.”

I was sitting on the porch when I spotted something new, lilac thistle and I swear I heard it whisper! Shhhhhh!