Just because I don’t love you like you want me to

just because

Just because I don’t love you 
like you want me to doesn’t
mean I don’t love you with 
all that I have to give

I’m realizing that all of us come to this earth with this wonderful gift to love. Some along the way got bumped, bruised and beat up by life and some~well they were never loved at all. So really how can we expect a thing from anyone? Simply to love them where they are at this moment, and also for who they are~sets us free to see things new and from a different perspective. I’ve been thinking about this a lot! So just because I don’t love you like you want me to doesn’t mean I don’t love you with all my handicapped healed heart ❤ That’s how I feel today. I just wanted to share it with you! ❤

Recently, someone sent me a message that I am a liar, because the way they see my actions. My reason for being here is to share love and to love, why would I lie? I realized this person really truly feels unloved and when one feels unloved and slighted sometimes they feel to attack. I am a human being too and my heart and feelings matter as well. I’ve lived much more life then most of you, I’ve buried several people in my life, raised a chronically ill daughter and am myself suffering in my body with illness! I am not my diseases, I am not who you think I am, I am me and that is I don’t owe you or anyone an explanation of anything but to say I love you rather you accuse or praise, however make no mistake about me, I will love you from afar and not invite you into my heart to hurt again! ❤
I love you and wish you well.

The Sanctuary of my Heart

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Inside the Sanctuary of my Heart
I am surprised to find
Hope for a love
that would be mine
Years I waited
Hope abated
Till You slipped in
Pulled me close
Surrounded me with
Hopes shower of faith
I will never be the same
Inside the Sanctuary of my Heart

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Yes there are holes ❤

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Yes there
are holes,
our edges
a little singed
but our beauty
is deeper than
the eye can see
You have to
look with
your heart 

Thank you! 

Bee Oh Yay for Bling

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Y’all I only had my cell iPhone can you believe this? This is amazing! I took this for Bling! I already sent it to her! Yay for Bees! The funny thing is that I’m allergic to them but for some reason yesterday I wasn’t even thinking about anything just flowing through the flowers! ✿

I never want to get over loving you ✿

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I never want to get over loving you ✿ In fact I pray to love you more and more with depth of insight and strengthening of steadfast unending Love! ✿

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Something always brings me back to you ✿

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Something always brings me back to you  ✿ Always

HappyBirthdayBabygirl (1 of 1)

This reminds me of my girl ✿

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This remind me of my girl ✿ She’s shiny like this!

Me & Alex

I need a hero-Shrek

This song popped into my mind today! I don’t really need a hero but I do feel the spirit of this type of hero! My Pa was this way he literally fought most of his life, till he surrendered his body and moved to heaven! Even in his state of paralysis, when his doctor said he could give us one more month with him if he placed a feeding tube, my Pa gathered the strength to move and struggle to say “do it!” I don’t need a hero because I already have one I call him Pa! 😄

  
This is him when he was 28! This is my favorite photo of him! 

Lunch with roses ❤️

 
Today at noon I got up and took my heart to the rose garden! I saw all these little bees tucked in the flowers and I thought oh I feel like these bees! I want to be tucked in! This isn’t my word the “tucking” they came from a dear friend and I so needed to be tucked! I love it when that happens when someone says just what you need to hear! ❤️