The day I lost my music~I still get lost my Sweet Escape

I get lost in the music! Something I have not ever shared and play down is that I was a pianist. I grew up playing, somehow the baby grand I grew up playing got sold in my parent’s divorce, I came home one day from school and it was gone, I lost my music that day.

When I got old enough to buy my own piano I paid $800.00 for an old payer piano that was converted into an upright. One day I came home from work and Alex’s dad decided it was in the way and he gave it away. Some preacher at a church needed it and since I didn’t play it much, cause you know I was taking care of Alex,  he thought it would be good to give it to the church. I was thinking about that tonight, how folks can just give away your music, your stuff like it’s nothing. I’m not sad about it because I have a huge collection of music I listen to everyday. I have a keyboard, but it’s not the same as sitting in front of a gigantic piano and playing. I love the smell of the wood, I love how the oil smells when it is freshly tuned, I love how the peddles feel when I press them, I love to watch the key stoppers, raise from under the lid as I play! I love playing chop-sticks. My gosh that is so much fun when I find someone that can play with me while I pretend to be Liberace on the other end. So silly when I think of it. I lost my music, I did. I come from a musical family, and somehow I put all that aside to be a wife and mom, but you know I miss it sometimes, like tonight.

Below is me when I just turned 7 playing. I’ve shared this before but not this part.

ToMicki

 

 

You make me feel kind of beautiful~thank you

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youmakemefeelbeautiful

 

Will you still hold me~when I’m tame and purring?

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would you

Will you still hold me
when I am tame and purring?

I see your face in every flower I see, I love your face

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Iseeyourface

I see your face in
every flower I see
I love your face


take care for it rains

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take care for it rains
I slow my pace~I miss
On the shutters of my eyes~I shut
On my face a kiss~ I smile
On my shoulder a blanket~I
Huddle
Thunder overhead~I wait
1001~1002~1003
Bolts of light across the sky~I watch
A shower show for me~I see
take care for it rains
Storms the mate of my soul
it is life I fear
storms they are my friend

standing on this mountaintop

standingonthismountaintop

standing on this mountaintop

looking just how far I’ve
come, knowing that with 
every step you were with me
never once did I ever walk alone

standing on this mountaintop

sometimes in her imagination she dreams

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sometimesinherimaginationshedreams

sometimes in her
imagination she dreams
of a time when all is happy
there is no sadness
no meanness
no bad things
just for a month
even if for a moment
sometimes in her
imagination she dreams

meanwhile~I’ll be swingin’

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meanwhile

I see you creeping~creepy dude~I am not afraid

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creepydude

 

I am not afraid of you and your words or your creepy ways! I see you creeping like a creep! Creeper!