Someone asked me why I have made the decisions I have and at the time I did not have an answer. Now I have one it is this…
Everything is more complicated then you think and sometimes the only way to know that is through experience. It is so easy to say what we would have done, but really how can one know unless they walk a mile in that person’s shoes and live their exact life?
This is my answer, yes I believe it is. I have been searching for this. My search for words and this discovery, does neither absolve me of guilt, nor negate their validity, it simply makes me free to be me.
I really needed you to know this and I don’t need an excuse to be me and most of all I needed to know this for myself.