April | 2013 | Envisage
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The word “just” conjures up so many different emotions and images. The first thought that came to mind was being near a paramour where the electricity could be felt “just” being in proximity.  Years ago a few years after my divorce and I had moved out of province, I had met a handsome man who was originally from  Holland; my cousin who was from Hollywood and a camera man had invited me to a Christmas party with his artsy friends. Let’s call him, Lars.    He  was tall, had amazing blue eyes, blonde hair and very charismatic…to me anyway, intelligent, articulate and an amazing kisser.  He was a screenplay writer and had already produced a documentary.  He lived in one of the huge converted artsy lofts in former warehouse buildings in an artistic section of the city.  When he walked into a room…