I see Happiness

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I see Happiness

Believe in Your Dreams

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Believe in Your Dreams

Holding my breath till I see you

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Holding my breath last one I’ve got left
till I see you
Living my heart till the very last day
till I see you
Holding my heart in your hands
till I see you
Every last day carries the weight
till I see you
Each day is one step closer to you
till I see you
Inches way from you darling
Holding my breath till I see you

Diamonds & Sparkles

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Diamonds & Sparkles~to me
This is what I see
The sun on the water
Playing tricks on me
Maybe not
I think I see
Diamonds & Sparkles
Who’s to say I’m not?

Little~✿~BB ~✿~Rebel

Rebel

She had [HAS] a little rebel in her, a little chaos and
a little gentleness. She did not say much and
sometimes she would doze off. She would
drift away, dream with the stars and that
was ok. She had [HAS] a little fight in her and every
time she built enough COURAGE her voice would
echo through the sky. She was [IS] not complete
but she had [HAS] enough. There was [IS] a science to
her genius, her madness, her beauty and there
was nothing she could not accomplish. She was [IS] 
UNSTOPPABLE and everything she ever wanted [WANTS]
she took [TAKES], with nothing on but a smile.
~Robert M. Drake

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~✿~BB and I love Robert M. Drake’s book beautifulCHAOS. When she is sick I read this to her and today she is well, Yay, Yeah I was reading and this piece describes BB. ~✿~She is UNSTOPPABLE and everything she ever wants she takes, with nothing on but a smile.~✿~ She is defying all odds against her she has ever since she was 2. ~✿~She is a walking talking miracle and she is living life on her OWN terms and I love that! ~✿~I’m proud of her, though my mom heart has suffered some blows, I realized today she’s UNSTOPPABLE even if it’s my heart she walks on to achieve her goals. ~✿~Some might say that makes her thoughtless but not me….she’s driven and I can take it and as I pick myself up off the floor I’m cheering you on~✿~go BB, ~✿~don’t stop till you are HAPPY!~✿~

and the love that moves the sun and other stars…

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and the love that moves the sun and other stars…

 

Once Upon Another Time

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Once Upon Another Time
because I was free
…now I know it!

COURAGE…

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It takes COURAGE to allow people in my life to think the worse of me.
It does, I’ve never lost more people because I needed to be me.
The most hurtful part is when I stopped trying to please
they went away…I realize I’m better off but…
Watching them walk away…well it took all my COURAGE to not chase after them.
some days all I have is a peep but hey at least I’m peeping!

PEEP!

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I was wrong

wrong
I thought I could live without dancing
I was wrong
I thought I could live without music
I was wrong
I thought I could shut myself away be good
be controlled
I was wrong
I thought I could be owned, like property
I was wrong
I thought it was okay if you didn’t like me
I was wrong
I thought I could fade away
and it wouldn’t bother me
I was wrong
I thought it didn’t matter if you loved me
the way I need to be love
I was wrong

I have never been more wrong in all my life
I am really happy about it

I was wrong