We all have layers

  
We all have layer… What if we peeled those back and exposed the tender parts? Would you be willing to love without your layers? My hearts wishes so! 

Who is this angel sent here to save me?

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Who is this angel sent here to save me
You take me to places I’ve never been
All this longing for beauty untamed
You have broken me open
to welcome 
the hope that you bring
Holy water from my own veins

I see clearly now

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I see clearly now~
at least I think so
Things have come into view
and I don’t really think
I’m clear what clearly is
I know for sure…
my focus has changed
that’s something I think!

Some days I fade

  
Some days I fade

In the hurriedness 

I am tempted to fade

So I do

Just enough… 

Attention ! ! ! Attention ! ! ! シ silly art

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P. S. Inspired by Bling!

 

Sometimes she smokes & spits

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Sometimes she smokes & spits
I think it’s funny when she cusses
She gets angry  about double standards
She talks 90 miles an hour
Walks with a purpose
Never stops to say excuse me
She just walks around and keeps going
Sometimes she smokes & spits
I asked her once why she spits 
She said sometimes I get angry
So angry I just spit
My Pa he said well spitting
is better than hitting so maybe
it’s okay to spit…and the smoking
It just another way to blow off steam
Sometimes she smoke & spits

Sometimes I need a Prayer & Praise Break

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That’s me, Ezra [my nephew] too this photo. I can be found praying a lot! I’ve been listening to a lot of praise music. I look back at my girl’s life and all the trails of sickness she’s overcome and this time I know will be like all the times before however…this one if affecting people around me. Someone came into my office and before I had a chance to throw up my guard, she grabbed me with both arms and hugged me up so tight! She said, “Michelle I just need you to let me hug you.”

I let her. Then someone else came right into my personal space right after that and wanted to talk about it. So I did. He said, “Michelle how are you going to do? How are you standing this?” I said I’m praying a lot! That’s all I can do. Ya he said.