Angel of Light-Gandalf

22 years ago I bought this cassette tape of this song, to play for my daughter while she slept. I always wished I could find it again! Today I was working at my desk and this song started playing on my iTunes. This was sent to me by a dear friend several months ago. When I heard it, that familiar feeling came over me and then I saw in my mind’s eye my baby girl laying asleep in her crib. I used to sit beside her listening to this song praying for angels to watch over her and keep her safe. Who would have thought today I would feel that same feeling and know in my heart there aren’t any mistakes…all the people that are in my life are supposed to be here…like a divine appointment by the master orchestrator~God

She has a way about her ~ღ~

She has a way about her that makes us all who love her want to surround her with love  ~ღ~

Baby Love…

Baby Love…💜…I know it’s still a long long way…💜…I’ll be here at the end of the day…💜

Butterfly Palace Branson, MO

I took my girl to Branson, MO last weekend. We made a long weekend of it and it was so wonderful for both of us to get away. It’s the first time since in 2 years. The coolest part is that we sat in my car a lot…enjoying each others company and the fact that we were somewhere other than home in bed. And laughing we laugh a lot! I’m so happy about healing and our progress.

Alex update: Alex is walking now on her own and while she’s still blind in her right eye she’s so very happy. We made it through this tough last year thank you everyone for your thoughts, wishes and prayers…. thankful for a glorious time with my girl.

Update on my back injury. I’m 85% healed. Hooray. I’m still wearing a back brace and I’m able to sit for longer than one hour so that’s exciting. I have a stand up desk at work so yay for that too. My heart is full and I’m so blessed and thankful! Much love and big hugs to you! ~ღ~

 

 

My girl

It is well! 

Worry not

Worry not. Last night we changed our scenery. This is my Alex. I said oh look the sun is setting it probably will be a good one. Alex asked me how I knew and I told her I like to always wait and see. She asked me what to do I said we are doing it. She said I feel like going outside and when I looked up she did this. Awe my mom heart needs this moment! 💜

We need to love…

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This quote helped me a lot in a time when I needed Alex to be well. I spent a lot of time in silence waiting for her to wake up. Seems I’m still waiting in a different way now. I revisited this today and thought how beautiful words like this never stop giving back and stirring up my soul! I thought I would share it with you today in hopes that it may help you too! ~ღ~

Teal Blue Baby Blues

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I realized that very moment
I could count on one hand
Those that had complete
Access to my heart
Looking into your
Teal Blue Baby Blues
and I knew that instant
I was forever ruined 
Walls came crashing down
My heart is happy ღ

Do you think he loved me 1/2 as much?

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Do you think he loved me 1/2 as much?

I don’t know it’s hard to gauge another’s love
I think the heart knows when it’s loved 100%

1/2 is much too little for my 100%

I know, so sorry about that…