I keep going back

Pa
I keep going back
to the place
I last kissed your cheek
held your hand

I keep going back
to the spot
where we laid you
to rest

I keep going back
trying to physically
find some evidence
of your existence

I keep going back
in my mind
all the smiles, laughter, tears
trying to find you Pa

I realized today
I don’t have to keep going back
because you’re right here
inside my heart

And it’s ok cause
you are here with
me in my memories

11 thoughts on “I keep going back

  1. “It takes your knowing to decide on your going. If you know where you are going, you will keep going because you have already seen yourself gone”

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