Wildflowers and Me

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Wildflowers and Me
knowing how it has to be
I need to be ok in my own skin
You grow on me sweet friend

Wildflowers and Me

17 thoughts on “Wildflowers and Me”

      1. Michelle, my every day is up to 14 hours, 24/7. Some days I am so tired I think I am asleep standing up. So yes, I do know the feeling well. (((HUGS))) Amy

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      2. I hear you, Honey. What used to be FUN and a JOY has become such hard work. This is why I took off three days from blogging. I am only answering comments and nothing more. I also have been going to get some incredible photographs at places I have had in mind to go to. Hang in there! I will no longer do the blogging work 7 days a week on top of all I have in my life. The time has come to cut down, and I am. You must take care of YOU. (((HUGS))) Amy

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      3. Well, Michelle, I LOVE blogging and I LOVE my WP friends, but when it got to a point I was on the computer so exhausted, hardly able to see, for hour after hour, neglecting me and my life, I just said, I have to change something here. I began to dread getting out of bed to go to my computer. So many love to talk to me, and I love to talk period. BUT! My life was being overrun. So I put my all into 4 days and I take 3. And look at me right now. Here I am supposed to be off for 3 days, and I am chatting. *shaking head* I am hopeless. LOL (((HUGS))) Amy

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      4. I don’t have an excuse. I just miss talking to my friends. My photography, my blog, my WP friends, are what keep me going. And that is the honest to God’s truth. I don’t have an easy life, Michelle. It is what it is. I wouldn’t be able to write what I do without the life experience I do have. There have been more times I have come here with a heavy heart and walked away lighter. For real!!! (smile) Thanks for “cheating” with me. Shhhhh……If word gets out, I won’t have any peace. LOL Peeps just LOVEEeeeeeee to talk with me. And I them. LMAO!!! xx

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      5. Oh, Michelle, I am thrilled for you! Tears gather in my eyes as my skin has goosebumps. How you must feel to see your baby girl who has struggled so much in her life, now turn 21 at 2:11. Wow. All 2’s (balance, harmony, partnership) and 1’s (NEW beginnings). Just wow! I have back issues that if I allowed them to be, could be quite serious. I was NOT walking for 2 years on account of an “oopsie” during one of my two back surgeries. I was addicted to major drugs for pain (7 in all) and one day, I began to double the doses on some, get out of that bed, and crawled to begin exercises on the floor. From there walking no matter how bad it hurt. Years later, and so many modalities as well to strengthen this body, I do not stop now. I hike, bike, walk, work out, do yoga … all to keep this body going. I also have a very challenging marriage, being married to a Vietnam Vet who lives death every day. I am watching him self destruct which just about destroys me. I have learned to go above the situation (not able to do all the time) to not “feel” the pain of my Heart or to get pulled into his choice of death over life. I also care for 14 special needs cats on top of all my photography and blogging. So there you have it. Yep, challenging. And out of all this, I have real life experience that I share at Petals. Much Wisdom, my Compassion, and I SEE so much as well. Higher Knowledge comes to me, I write, and I pass that on to Petals as well. If it were not for the circumstances of my life, I would not be doing what I am, so for this, I am glad. You are truly a glorious woman with a Heart of Gold. I am so glad our paths have crossed. (((HUGS))) Amy

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      6. Well, here it is Monday and I just went through my reader and plan on getting my first post up. Yup, I have two for today. I have to work on the one I plan on putting up for tomorrow. Beats me what, but I always do know. Thank you for keeping us in our prayers. My husband of 30 years has decided he doesn’t want this life anymore, so we have begun negotiations regarding what must be done before he leaves this house. I told him straight out, when he is out of this house for a few months, he will realize the treasures he has left behind and all those problems he claims are from being in this house, will still be with him. I am no longer hanging on to someone who wishes not to be here. Even his counselor has told him I am the reason he is still alive. I’m letting go, Michelle, and it is as deep as a death. I need my photography right now like a drowning woman. Thank you for listening. (((HUGS))) Amy

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      7. Michelle, I posted somewhere else the MIRACLE that happened this morning. I still cannot belive this. I fought for so long, and as I wrote, I let go, just let go and told him OK, I accept you wish to leave. Well, you read what I wrote. (smile) Love you! Amy

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