Moon~Stars~You

Art by MichelleMarie
Art by MichelleMarie

I wish I had words when I see the Moon
I wish I had words when I see the Stars
I wish I had more then this because
I have this wish for more
that reminds me of You

Wherever I go there You are

Art by MichelleMarie
Art by MichelleMarie

Wherever I go there You are

Sometimes choosing the high road isn’t the easiest

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sometimes…
choosing the high road isn’t the easiest but in the end it is always the best

[Believe] in Yourself

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Cross My Heart~Inspiration from my Uncle

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CROSS MY HEART

I cross my heart and I really must say,
that I really would never ever have it any other way.
For you see it’s an eternal creed to me,
to cross my heart and really mean it to be.

I cross my heart and I pass it on to you,
in great faith and hope that you will learn it to.
To mean what you say, and say what you mean,
and never ever stretched the truth to the slightest extreme.

So cross your heart and say it to me,
that you will be true to yourself through eternity.
You will do what you say, and you will say what you mean.
That your promises you will always keep,
your will to God until He gives you eternal sleep.

So to cross your heart is a meaningful creed,
now that you have learned its sacred deed.
And if this promise ever comes around to you,
fear not to cross your heart and see it through.

Gunnar Timothy

FULL TIME VERSION OF MYSELF~Inspiration from my Uncle

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FULL TIME VERSION OF MYSELF

I long to be a full-time version of myself,
I don’t want to pretend to be anyone else.
For finding who I am and being true to me,
means everything in the world to forever and infinity.

No longer will I take on someone else’s principles as mine,
I will learn by example, truth, faith, and love in what I find.
Crawling out of my old cocoon I will become a new butterfly,
one that soars high and mighty in truth, and will never ever lie.

All anew in principles, hope, and honesty that flies above,
I will grasp that new reflection in the mirror of myself, the Me that I love.
No longer will I while the anchors of the past that will bring me down,
as I am here in the NOW loving this minute and the next as to day comes around.

So whether at work, play, or out in the world, I am here to say,
I will not falter, be tempted to be someone else in any other way.
For I make this permanent declaration to me in my new world needing no help,
this time and forever I long to be a “full-time version of myself.”

 

Gunnar Timothy

My bro & I standing on the porch~Pa’s cabin

My bro & I standing on the porch of Pa's cabin!
My bro & I standing on the porch of Pa’s cabin!

Something changed for my bro that day! I have tried to think what happened to him, what he must have thought the day he dug the hole to bury our Pa. Something changed that day in me and something changed in him. Shortly after this photo was taken he left our family. We all heal in different ways. I have since been in contact with him but very limited. I was thinking of him today as I do every day. I hope and pray he has found peace in his heart. He’s only 14 months younger then me so we grew up together close and he always knows me and I love that. It’s the silence that kills me most I think, it always has….when I love someone and they are silent with me I think all manner of things I may have done to cause the silence….then I realize it’s not about me the silence is all about them and their inability to articulate their pain! I know this! When I am in pain I can’t shut up, I have to share till I feel relief. Thinking about my bro today!

Me and D, Hanover Park, IL
Me and D, Hanover Park, IL

Let you be privy to the Privy~Quote from Pa

“This little place is all we own~and wish to keep it neat~So please be kind with your behind~Don’t S#%t upon the seat”~Pa

Ezra was heading for the hills because there were snakes! This is before we opened it! BTW this is Privy #2
My sister, Ezra was heading for the hills because there were snakes! This is before we opened it! BTW this is Privy #2
My brother's sense of humor is hilarious! Note the look on my face! What a day1
My brother’s sense of humor is hilarious! Note the look on my face! What a day!

Pa’s Hunting Cabin~Man Cave 3

Ezra always has a blast at the cabin. Please not the coke machine changed down. Such a man thing! Nobody touch my stuff!
Ezra always has a blast at the cabin. Please note the coke machine changed down. Such a man thing! Nobody touch my stuff!
Ezra loves it here!
Ezra loves it here!