Suddenly
Everything changed
It all seemed clear
All her life
She assigned meaning
Labels to events
People and their
Actions and suddenly
It all meant Nothing and
She was happy and her
heart found rest
Nothing meant Nothing
She was relieved
and thankful
MM

P.S. I’ve spent most of my life trying to figure out what everyone and everything meant. Like there was some secret code I needed to learn and failed to get it…till today I finally get it. Nothing just means nothing. I always tried so very hard to read unspoken signals and  understand this world around me and finally maybe I can rest and know I’m here resting in this love! 

P.S.S. I posted this yesterday and then felt a little exposed so I deleted it but after rethinking I think maybe sharing the deeper things of my heart is okay now! ღ Maybe

Beautifully in over my head
All your waves crash over me
I am not afraid
Wrapped in the arms of love