Oneirataxia….storms and trials caused

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Storms and trials caused Oneirataxia and she no longer had a strong grasp of reality or fantasy, and she liked it that way. Just for now I smiled backstage her, holding back tears…okay I believe you. Because I always believe the best even if it’s oneirataxia, and I know it.

Waiting for her song

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Waiting for her song…she can be found
Patiently growing…and healing around
She cannot see…she’s dancing still
Her heart it dances…with dreams and thrills
She laughs at silly things…I miss that sweet laugh
Waiting for something…thinking she lacks
She’s still dancing…I can see in her heart
This dance it is different…she’s no longer part
Of the shallow and hollow…world all around
There’s depth to her soul and mud on her face
This dance is different there is not a trace
Of the girl she once knew…except from her face
The stare of a woman she patiently waits

Waiting for her song…

She grows among the thorns and thistles

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She grows among the thorns and thistles
Searching for the clues in life
That lead her to the promised land
Of milk and honey not shifting sand
I watch her as she finds her way
She inspires me every day
Baby girl in this world of thorns and thistles
You inspire me and my love is lifted higher
She grows among the thorns and thistles

 

I walked a mile in your shoes, today

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I walked a mile in your shoes, today
Part of me wanted to quit
When I felt the weight
Of the burdens you bare
Sickness that ravaged your body
and leaves you in despair 
Even if just one minute 
I pray for wellness
to greet you there
Hold you tight
Kiss away the pain you hide
I find myself left without words
I walked a mile in your shoes, today

You are not alone

  
You are not alone~Take my hand and we’ll walk through hell together. Let hope be your guide as grace carries you through. Always believe in the impossible. Always! Never give up!!!! 

Just to make you smile


Just to make you smile. 😄

BB Alex is back in the hospital. I can’t be there because of my back injury so I’m making you some art from my heart! ❤️ I love you

Rock-A-bye my sweet Moon baby

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Rock-A-Bye my sweet Moon baby
When times are tough and
tears your friend
Never forget you matter to me
I rocked you while dragonflies
danced around your head
I held you close
you put dandelions to bed
Never forget you matter to me
Rock-A-Bye my sweet Moon baby
Let it all let fly, fly away…away
Let’s blow them a kiss…
Rock-A-Bye
Rock-A-Bye

BB & the biggest mall in the US

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I won’t lie I was worn out from pushing her all over the Mayo all week but I really didn’t care I wanted her to see the biggest mall her eyes can still see. We ate at this Italian restaurant called Zios. BB loved it. I really didn’t take many photos, I mostly enjoyed just spending time with my girl.

It snowed, so pretty

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BB and I were on our way to the Mall of America. I decided since we were close to take her. Everyone in Minnesota was sick of snow but not me and BB. It was so beautiful.

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