I realized I had quit doing all the things I loved to do. So I drove to the little lake by my house. I saw ducks, geese and these donkeys. Odd I know it is Oklahoma! 😄
There are always pieces of me here and there. I see them in the things you do, how you express yourself, even the things you wear… Expressions of the always pieces of me I hope to impart before something suddenly changes all your pieces and we hardly recognize the life that lies before us.
You asked me not to act happy, and I’m never happy in your suffering. In fact it’s not happiness you sense it’s a wisdom I’ve gained over the years of loving you through the pain of suffering that grows a content spirit…. no matter where I am you are always with me.
Always pieces of me catch a glimpse of the woman I once was before it all. I missed her a little, just a little today and I know it’s not all about me but just for this moment I need it to be.
Hard to imagine… you may never see another sunset with the eyes I’ve loved so long.
Hard to imagine… when you said mom you look so beautiful today that one day I will grow old and you’ll never see it.
Hard to imagine… in fact I never imagined any of this I think that’s why I won’t give up and I won’t stop searching and looking for a miracle.
Hard to imagine… anything but the impossible situation turning around just like that. I believe it will!
Hard to imagine… anything but wholeness for you no matter how it shows up!
Hard to imagine
Sky azure & Moon of red~Reflections as she dances
Around the trees she twirls twice~It’s hard to say where she’s going
But I followed anyway~We saw stars a billion, laughed till dawn
She showed me that to love the world we simply put on these
Rose colored glasses some will think a foolish girl
But it doesn’t matter because now I see the
The Sky azure & moon of red too!

Violets for your heart my dear
A circle wrapped in Love
Violets for your heart my dear
I’m always thinking of You
Love, Me
I love this poem about the struggle of Alzheimers it’s amazing actually that some all we want to do is forget and then when it’s out of your control they always want to go home but don’t know where home is. This is beautiful B. I love you!
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