
You Make Me Smile~To Bling



Did you know I am magic?
They call me Magic Dan
If you don’t believe me
I promise you’ll see fast
I pretend I am invisible
Like I’m not even here
I’ve been trying for so long
Now I’m waiting to appear
Because I’m Magic Dan
Did you know I am magic?
For my brother Dan!

There is a secret place
This is where he goes
He thinks it is a secret
that nobody knows
Where he goes
when his hope is lost
when the greatest of his fears
scare him into running
He’s done this for many years
I chance to see him hiding
I know that he is there
He wonders away his days
As if he had no cares
I shall wait
for his magic to return
If I get a chance
I promise I will learn
Where he goes to rest
Till the hope and magic
is back
HOPE~MAGIC

I wish I had words when I see the Moon
I wish I had words when I see the Stars
I wish I had more then this because
I have this wish for more
that reminds me of You

Wherever I go there You are

Something changed for my bro that day! I have tried to think what happened to him, what he must have thought the day he dug the hole to bury our Pa. Something changed that day in me and something changed in him. Shortly after this photo was taken he left our family. We all heal in different ways. I have since been in contact with him but very limited. I was thinking of him today as I do every day. I hope and pray he has found peace in his heart. He’s only 14 months younger then me so we grew up together close and he always knows me and I love that. It’s the silence that kills me most I think, it always has….when I love someone and they are silent with me I think all manner of things I may have done to cause the silence….then I realize it’s not about me the silence is all about them and their inability to articulate their pain! I know this! When I am in pain I can’t shut up, I have to share till I feel relief. Thinking about my bro today!

“This little place is all we own~and wish to keep it neat~So please be kind with your behind~Don’t S#%t upon the seat”~Pa









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